Feb. 1st, 2024

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Me! I'm going back to school :) I had to take out a loan and I'm stressing about the payments (mostly because money stuff already gives me anxiety) but I'm going for my certification to be a pharmacy tech.

We're really busy at work these days. Maybe we catch a break at the end of the month because people are out of money (and food stamps), but it's not a guarantee. And then I found out that pretty much all my good co-workers are leaving the night shift, leaving me with the less-than-stellar workers. I don't want to work twice as hard to get half as much done, and then have my boss yell about it. I thought about moving to a different department, but there are some managers I don't want to work for, some jobs I don't want to do, and it left me with very limited options.

I'm kind of hoping the frustration I feel at work when things are going to shit - which is often - will be good motivation for me to stick with it. I was always better at English and History in school, and this requires science classes.

Of course, my managers are aware we're losing all our good workers and have been asking me who I want on my team and telling me about all of these much needed changes they're making, but I've already taken out the loan and signed up for the classes. I'll need a job while going to school anyway, so I might as well stick with the one I have. And there's no guarantee I'll get a job in a pharmacy after - if there are no nearby job positions, I'll just stick with the job I have. But it'll give me options, which is good.

It's 100% online, go-at-your-own-pace. I keep forgetting that bit; I have to pay off the loan in 12 months, so my brain is like, "You've got to finish classes in 12 months too!" but that's not really true lol.

We'll see how it goes~

nihilvanum's words:

my dear
the problem is that
you love him so much
you would allow him
to drag you all the way to hell
if it meant you could
hold his hand
on the way down

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